Archive for October, 2007

Tuesday, October 9th, 2007

When Patrick was on a journey

On his way to America

He was leading to a town named Cork

When he met with a girl

The girl has black hair and dark face

She used to live in a pyramid

Her family comes from Egypt

And her name was Marie.

im writing this down bcoz i myt wanna sing this song to my baby one day.eventho mcm xde ape2 nilai2 murni,i thot it makes a good nursery rhyme.

the one where naruto meets khaled hosseini

Sunday, October 7th, 2007

October 7th 2007,

Cardiff

UK

Scene 1

A man in black uniform was walking through a park, (which suspiciously looks like

Bute

Park

) when two men ran-flew in and did a funny-smart-quick pokes at the man making him fell down, unmoving.

Scene 2

There’s an older man with a worried expression on, grey hair with lines etched on his face to complete the worried-dad look. And beside him, the reason of his facial lines: a woman, very young, perhaps in her twenties. She was wearing a hefty-grumpy-“im-not-a-girl” look, with arms crossed. She has rebel in her sharp dark eyes and dark shoulder length hair. I have no idea who they are.

Man: It could have easily been you! It’s just like Dou Shien to do something like that! Mysterious murders with no leads to follow!

Woman: Why can’t u trust me for a bit? Am I not preserving

ur

nang n namoos by even being here? By even joining when its cause clashes my very belief?

Man: U r only preserving my nang n namoos, if your heart is in it. Is your heart in it?

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Comments: this one was silly rly. Had a good laugh out of it. (It’s freaky rly, to be waking up and laughing at

ur

own dream. So ppl. Thank urself

ur

not my roommie.) first off, scene 1 looked like something out of naruto. Scene 2, has some Arabic words from a book I read. N seriously, Dou Shien? Wahaha. Seriously, sleeping is almost like watching the movie sumtimes.

the one where i was killed.

Sunday, October 7th, 2007

Somewhere in July, Malaysia.

I was in my house. Strangely so, a house made of mud, wood and dried grass. There were shouts from below, a procession of people with torches in their hands. Houses, like mine, burning from afar. I don’t know why. And there he was, beside me, my husband. I don’t know him, can’t recognise his face, yet I know he was my husband. We were looking out from the window below. And then he looked at me with fear in his eyes. There was a fleeting worry, but just so for a second. Fear overtook that very eyes, and he shook his head. “I can’t follow”, he muttered slowly. I felt a rush of sadness, but also felt expectancy. I was expecting that answer. So I made my way downstairs. Out of my house. Someone grabbed my hands, pushed me in a little group of scared-looking people, surrounded by the angry crowd. Despite the uncomforting expressions they wore, somehow, being here comforted me more than I was with my husband back then. We were marched to someone’s garden in front of a house. I saw a man, he was one of them. Yet he didn’t look angry, he looked at us pityingly. “There’s still a chance. Say you’re not a follower”. I said “There’s still a chance for you too. Follow.” And he laughed, the kind of laughter that stole whatever kindness I saw previously. “And what do I get? THIS? Do you get to laugh like I do now?” and I knew my case was lost. They put us in a row. Kneeling, looking down. I turned my back on them, I’d rather not see for I’m afraid I’ll lose the will, the courage I had for this decision. I heard faint sobs, cries. And I heard the clicks of something metallic. “So who’s first?”, someone was saying. A thought came fleeting through my mind. What does it feel like? Death? And then I felt something cold against the nape of my neck. And a ‘snatched’ feeling, the kind u feel when

ur in Solero Shot in Genting Highland. Darkness. And I woke up, crying not because I was scared, but for longing for it not to be a dream.

Comments: It felt real, this one. Like I’m in someone else’s body, witnessing someone else’s real experience.

a hi again.

Sunday, October 7th, 2007

Hi again to all of you.

As some of my friends who actually read my blog before would have known, I used to have a blog. But due to some …erm… unfortunate events, I didnt anymore. Well not that i blog all too often anyways for it to be missed, ahaha. (as they say, the creative process should be left to its own pace - which is an excuse for lazy writers actually). Nways, I’d always wanted a dream diary bcoz I’m always doing dat - dreaming. no, no not the wonderful Martin Luther King Jr kinda dream "I dream of a nation where my children will be judged…blabla", i mean the sleep-then-dream kinda dream. Well Moon used to be my dream diary, used to wake up n say, "Moon..dgrlah mimpi saya…" and now that I no longer have a roommate (haha,yes i miss u Moon), this blog will be! yay! (mcmla rajin sgt). So basically my point is, the system of my blog will be…urmmm…no system!it will b completely random. sometimes it’ll b random thoughts, sumtimes it’ll be some dreams i had, a debate??hoho or ape2 jelah. I might really be talking to myself ni sebenarnye, but well just in case. bye~